“Greed is good”, said Gordon Gekko. The search for income is making me tolerant to barbarities like this. Unemployment ignites the devil in us. One doesn’t know whether to hate oneself for the incapability of getting a job or the greedy individual one is becoming. Not to mention the hatred for the stupidity of hating oneself.
All thoughts get focused on finding ways to make money. That is particularly frustrating when one does not have the vocation nor the talent for it. Being a responsible problem solver myself, I’m afraid of becoming a fanatic for pennies doomed for unsuccess. An idiotic clown full of bad ideas with the color of money.
This enlightening experience is not turning me into a better human being.